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Sunday, October 21, 2012

Congratulation



Just wanted to say congratulation to the people that have been will be and soon to be graduating.
I wish you all the best in your future.


Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Advises that came to me

This past few days I have been miserable,
yesterday was shocking to me as I have receive something so big that you wouldn't want to bare.
I am more miserable by that time as I keep on thinking about it inside my head.
and in truth it making my head hurts and my heart ache

so today as I was google-ing in search of how to make a letter I saw this on the blog of this lady. this is what written on her blog header-

"Ingatlah tidak ada arang batu yang menjadi intan tanpa melalui tekanan demi tekanan. Hidup yang melalui kesukaran dan dugaan adalah untuk menjadikan kita lebih kuat dan lebih memahami orang lain. Cuma hati yang pernah dilapah yang boleh merasa besarnya erti kasih dan sayang sesama manusia"
taken from and credit to: nalin's blog

it got me thinking... a lot more,
I remember what my father said in every single detail yesterday. 
then I started to imagine the things I should have done, what I should started doing and what I should started leaving behind.

then this morning, I had a meeting with my awesome thesis supervisor. He was just telling stories just then about his past.
but in those story telling times, he manage to give his student some advice about life.
he told him how hard it was when he was studying abroad. He mention the struggle he have to face, the challenges he have to withstand the pain he have to endure.
and how all that makes him stronger.
He also mentions that what ever happens, there will always be your family and friends there for you.

I struck me then. I too need to be strong.  
Perhaps this is Allah's way to show me the path of a better muslim.
He is giving me all this signs at my hard time.
Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Won't 'mengadu' to Abah again.

I don't usually 'mengadu' at anyone about my problems
but this one time I just state my problem to my dad, not actually mengadu
just wanting him to listen..but he call it 'mengadu' still..
 however he must have to tell it to my sister.
if to my mother I can understand but what the hell?
why do he need to tell that sister of mine?


Now I remember why I don't tell my problems to anyone including my parents
not many human can help you. perhaps not anyone in my case.
I better off alone.

usually trust works in both direction but it seems my dad don't trust me that much huh

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

I choose to be a little bit low tech

Hari nie lepas kelas aku kekompleks pelajar UKM.
ada jual-jual disana, orang panggil PC fair, tapi aku rasa macam pasar pun ada juga.
senang cerita aku kesana nak beli mouse baru untuk laptop aku.
aku cari yang murah jer, last-last aku beli satu mouse harga RM18 jer. hehe

nak dibuat cerita aku pusing-pusing lama jugak la kat sana cari mouse murah nie.
last-last pilih kedai yang mula-mula aku cek.

abang salesman tu cakaplah nak apa kat aku.
aku jawab aku nak cari mouse.
beliau serta merta tunjukkan aku mana mouse sambil cakap
"nak yang mahal ke murah?"
memang aku nak yang murah jer lah. sebenarnya aku da nampak dah mouse yang aku nak so aku tenung jer mouse tu dari tadi.
abang salesman tu mmg nampak, lepas tu ckp lagi.

"sekarang orang tak pakai wayar dah, semua wireless jer"

aku terkejutlah juga. aku jawab lah balik

"buat apa nak beli wireless. mahal. elok jer yang ada wire"

aku amik terus ckp aku nak beli.

dalam cerita nie aku saja jer nak cerita yang bukan semua benda baru aku beli tambahan lagi aku nie bukan gila gadjet sangat. tambahan tak tahu menahu pun ada gadjet baru kadang kala

bukan semua benda baru itu baik bukan. ada kala benda yang lama itu lagi menyeronokkan
bukan sebab itu ke kita selalu compare childhood kita dengan budak sekarang?
sebab kita rasa benda yang lama itu seronok dan awesome!