Tuesday, June 29, 2010

One Packed Day

Date 29 June 2010
a hectic day waits ahead

0915 till 1115- do medical check up for my little sister

1025 till 1230- take a passport sized picture for me and my sister and also have some documents photocopied

drive around whether there is Bank Islam around the area
there is none spotted
(really a waste of fuel for the car)

After Noon;
around 1330
gone to pick up Huzir(little brother) from school
usually he went home with a van but today is the exception
because I pick him up

arrived home
thank goodness because I am damn hungry
(haven't eaten anything since morning)
so eat lunch plus perform solat

Start of Evening;
drive to LRT
commute on LRT to Bandar Raya
go to Bank Islam to settle the fees both my sister and I for our Universities
take quiet a lot time to settle things in the bank

All the stuff in the bank settled
so went to Permata to look around
nothing catches the eye though
then went to the Reject Shop
We got some new clothes with us
(so damn happy)

went to Sogo
with the same perpose
to look around
my sister bought some more clothes for her

get on the LRT to home
get on the car and go home

arrive home
as soon as we arrive
unload the stuff from the back of the car
we found out our aunt is her too
then quickly perform our prayer before its too late

perform prayer again
eat dinner then

send my aunt home
but before arriving to destination
we have some pit stop
my sister went to a shop
and yet again manage to buy herself some more
clothing(baju kurung this time)

arrive home

Abah came back from his meeting in Johore
he bought clothing
for me this time
(damn happy with that)

ended writing this blog of today's journey

p/s: i may have not mention the thing we done in details
it is not because I cannot, it is just because
there is a lot that happen.

one tiring day.
My back hurts.

Monday, June 28, 2010


To my beloved followers
thank you very very much

for reading my blog
even though it is not the work of a famous author
with no fancy words or even an outstanding and breathtaking moment as you read it

it just word assemble by me
simple words
 to illustrate the world I see before me
what I've learn, what I experience, what I have felt
a story I wanted to share
story that tells part of me

and thank you for being a friend to me
I learn a lot trough the comments you guys left me
I see a whole new world trough your blogs

so this post is special to the beloved followers that have been here from the very beginning
nor just have been here or even the one that would come in the future

I open my warm hand to welcome you

Thank you very much
I like to express my gratitude and love

Goodbye KL, Hello Arau!

today on the 28 June 2010after the clock strike noon
I were given shock by my little sister
(Mas Hafiyka)

She show me something so unbelievable
She had been accepted into UiTM

that's good news for sure
but the story did not end so like this

so i look at the offer letter posted online

the story gets interesting as you read that offer carefully
its the 'tempat' she have been placed too


my little sister got to learn to be independent
i wish you the best of luck little sis
bubye sis. 
I'll be in BANGI if you need me

p/s ; she have never went to school outside of KL or Selangor
so the news shock her more than me
especially when she figures out that she got to be far apart from her family


After all the havoc and all the complexity
I made up my mind
from the previous entry
Two path, take one

I've decided
that I will stay here

I mean its okay to give up one of your dream
so that we can learn to make new ones

am I right?
sometimes the right thing is not the right way to go

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Memori masa lampau

Hari ini saya asyik berangan sahaja

dalam asyik berangan
teringat kisah muda-muda
terlintas satu demi satu memori yang lama tersimpan
satu demi satu menonjol kan diri dalam kepala

nostalgia yang buat aku tersenyum seketika
dan seketika kemudian terasa sedih

perasaan campur aduk

alangkah baek jikalau saya dapat kembali menjenguk ke saat-saat itu

ternyata akan saya ketawa akan kebodohan saya selama ini

Friday, June 25, 2010

Waiting by the Stream

I'll wait for 'that' to come
I hated to be put on hold. Waiting.
but I"ll be patience 

I'll always wait.
even before I have waited.

I know it won't be long

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Gazing the space

Lately I've been doing nothing
walking around, feeding the fish at home, day dreaming
even watching TV seems boring
(but still I enjoy watching the comedy in the morning)
It's funny though
I'm going to miss doing 'nothing' all day

because from 4 July 2010
it's the start of a whole new stage in my life
a phase of interchange
this is where the kid Hafiy stop

there is a new one boarding

a start of a new journey

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Two path, take one

I got to choose between Eygpt and Home
I am torn
if i go eygpt then I'll be pursuing in the course I wanted but the thing needs loads of money
but if I choose here then I'll be saving my parent's money but have the course I don't like

it's a decision of a lifetime

Friday, June 18, 2010

lesson to SEE

good lesson learnt trough some unexpected events at times
sometimes maybe
it is also life changing

take this as an example
a story from a friend

kejar pelangi: Cerita Orang Buta

Tuesday, June 15, 2010


It is when you are broken into pieces
you should know that sometimes
it require more than one person to pull you back together

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Friday, June 11, 2010

monster friend

Sometimes when you gave your heart to someone
you would do even the absurd things just to make them happy

but is all that sacrifices and stupid thing you went trough for them worth it?
because sometimes you are a fool not to notice what your friend had done for you all this time
to get up and ran to you when they heard you were sick
getting worried like hell and do anything to see you get up to your feet back

you are an idiot because
your friend even waited for you all this time after you left him
he still takes you as his friend, never to take his back on you
never did think bad towards you and would defend you every time
but you still don't realize he is your friend

he waited...
but you just let him be

maybe it's my fault

I were stupid to believe anyhow

I wish I don't know you
If I do, this wouldn't have to happen

What are you?
a friend or a monster?

Monday, June 7, 2010

happy birthday???

kata Mas hafiyka yakni adik aku:

kasihan Huzir(adik lagi satu) masa hari lahirnya ada dapat banyak birthday party tapi tidak dapat birthday present

ketika hari lahir akak(yakni gelaran nama adik aku gune untuk dirinya), akak dapat banyak birthday present tapi tidak ada birthday party untuk akak

kemudian adik-adik mengalihkan pandangan kepada aku

senyum sinis sedikit

kemudian berkata

tapikan masa birthday Hafiy dua-dua dia tidak dapat

kemudian adik aku gelak sekuat hati

Thursday, June 3, 2010

a smile carved beneath the wounds

it had been a very long day for me
things doesn't seem to be as it should
this silent, the ego, the repellent, all the crap in between both state
it is just too much
i felt asleep thinking all about it

when i woke up in the middle of the darkness of night
reached for my mobile
there is one text massage left there

"goodnight hafiye..lots of love and hugs from me"

i chuckles a bit
then i smiled