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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Not Sure Who?

this is what happen during a trip with a few families from my home place to Port Dickson :


we made a group of around 6 people, then call ourselves GANGSTAR KASIH
we made a huge impact on the kids in the family day with our cheer, and the kids keep on chanting our cheer throughout the family day, the kids even wanted to join our group!


I guess we were the trend setter for that trip, we were one hell of a group
We even emerge as the winning group!


here another story;


we were about to play paint ball that morning
so one of the dads there were checking the names of people who are going to participate in the game
so then when it come to my family's name list. here it goes;


Halim

Mastura

Ika

Huzair

SON

Hyqal

Aisya   

notice the 'Son' listed there?
well, that is suppose to me me! Since I were always not around since I started entering boarding school in the Form 1. I barely are home except for the holidays, so it is not that shocking that they put 'Son' instead of 'Hafiy'.
even I don't know anyone there when I first arrived. It's true, I know no one exception of my own family, but, it is a start though, to know my neighbours better.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Engish

Some people said that I have such good English
but the fact is I'm not
I still refer to the dictionary, I still do not know the word used
sometimes I don't understand what are the people acting about in an English drama
and sometimes I got lost in my reading
AND I DO MANY GRAMMAR MISTAKE
AND MILLION SPELLING MISTAKE

don't believe me? try asking my English teachers, they know best


it is all about effort and determination


Usually I got some friend ask to me how can I be so good in English(which I'm not THAT GOOD)


I got to answer them any how
so I would told them I've been watching English dubbed or non-dubbed cartoons since I were a kid
then I would enjoy watching English movies and television series on astro or what so ever
plus I would add I read English novels and I love doing that especially when I'm bored


but I think my biggest tip would be I usually practice English in my head. Monologue!
it's true I do that a lot to help improve my English because sometimes I got butterflies in my stomach when I would like to speak English in the open
I guess I'm worried of what people would think of me: perhaps they would called me 'poyo' - which here means like a show-off 
sometimes I got intimidated or rather amazed with people who can talk English so smoothly and so fluently, that sometime I go speechless I guess the cat got my tongue.
but that my mistake thought, if you want to be good at something, you shouldn't care what people think of you
you should just go for it!


I know that now, and I used English in some of my conversation daily.
no need to be shy, life is a continuous learning process


and it's okay to used 'ROJAK' English that's learning okay
I would be glad if people ask to learn English from me
I am not that good but I'll do my best to help with all the things I know


so let's practice English together  

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Kata capik

Ini antara kami dialogkan sebentar tadi tatkala kebosanan
Hafiz Hamdan tanyakan kerja untuk di buat
tetapi di celah Syafiq Mustafa kata kan bahawa kita semua tidak besyukur


masa tiada apa-apa kerja nak buat, kau mintak kerja


bila kau da penuh kerja, tak hendak buat pule


masa ada masa panjang nak main pun da muak


bila assignment bertimbun sibuk nak main game




ingat-ingatlah ; 


muda sebelum tua
sihat sebelum sakit
kaya sebelum miskin
"lapang sebelum sempit"
hidup sebelum mati

Person titled Friend

This time I mean to write about a friend of mine
I don't mean to mention the name though

The first time the both of us met was on our orientation in someplace 
He was sitting one chair away from me. Alone at the moment.
so I invited him to sit beside me. 
A tall fair and well build boy, he looks really nice.
So then we talk throughout the ceremony that night. We were friends instantly.
I admit I really like him, he is really fun to hang out with

We have some things in common; we're both left handed, we're both like reading(in fact he introduce me to Mitch Albom's books, which I really love) 
I look up to him in many ways, and some point I really want to be just like him
He is a strong independent man
He okay on his own, but also do great along people and he really know how to socialize and interact with them. Plus, people love him too.
It's the other way round for me, I am a shy person at first, I need to build and use a lot of courage and effort to make a move and I'm really not that good around people.
I went for my earliest karaoke with him
I love you man! I really do but I have to say that you do not have the most loveliest or the most harmony voice there is.
Don't look at me because I admit that I don't have the voice or the talent in singing
He is a great and magnificent story teller too! He once told me a lots of stories; he told me how he prefer tulips more than roses, explaining the world atlas, even tells me about the inside scoop of what happen around us, he once told me he wish t own an encyclopedia of his own. 
Honestly, I love hearing to all this stories of him. I really wish he would tell me more.
Oh! and what I can say is that this friend of mine really damn much crazy about durian!
on the other hand I am not a fan of durian at all! but it is somehow funny to see he loves this golden yellow flesh. Once him and some of my other friends went wild fighting for the largest golden sensation went the durian were cracked opened!
That's some of the funny part!
There is one thing I really love about him; his laugh!
I'm serious, because everytime he burst out laughing I can assure you that I never forget to smile and even laughed along sometimes.
It never fails to carve a smile on my face even if I heard the laughter from miles away.
That's the best part with him.
He's is very good friend, dependable and you can surely rely on him.
A trustworthy person 


That's some of it though
I really like to relive those moment, and would love to do all those things with him all over again
and thats all for today's entry.

Monday, December 20, 2010

The Silent Treatment

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Man! How that hurts damn much!!

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Crackin' Leggin'

it is weird to have window as a subtitute for your door
Plus it need a lot of effort

Because of the damn door!
I got to look like I'm cracking somebody's room for thief

I guess I need more than patience
My back hurts my my fingers are numb because of cracking the window to my own room

What a day huh?

Misfortunate

Today was BOGUS!
such a crappy day to be  the first day after registration 
first and for most
I thought I got everything ready to get back here in UKM
but I miss thing and it is not Hafiy if I didn't not forget anything
first I forgot to bring my pillow
then I notice I forgot my towel


so I rush to a friend's room asking him to take me to town to get me some new towels
after coming back from his room, I found myself lock out from my own room
the irony is the room is not even locked
the door knob just seem to be jammed!


so I got to crack the window open just to get inside!


first day after a long holiday and this what life gets me
such huge misfortune

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Prosperity

Baru-baru ini semasa sedang menjamu selera diluar
sambil aku melantak nasi goreng kampung berserta dengan udang goreng tepung,
aku tertarik dengan iklan yang terpapar di kaca televisyen
iklan McDonald, mereka ingin pamerkan burger mereka yang sering dikeluarkan semasa tahun baru menghampiri


PROSPERITY BURGER


iklan tersebut menanyakan penonton dimanakah 'prosperity' mereka
bagi sesetengah pada pakaian mereka, ada pada keluarga mereka, ada juga dirumah
setiap orang mempunyai prosperity mereka sendiri
tetapi bagi pihak McDonalds semestinya prosperity itu terletak pada burger mereka bukan?


sejurus menonton iklan tersebut 
aku pun tertanya-tanya, di manakah prosperity aku
di mana jua prosperity dalam hidup kamu semua ya?

Friday, December 17, 2010

Hamtaro!



sebab cerita ini lah aku mula-mula mahu hamster
malangnyer tidak pernah ada hamster pun
kura-kura ada lah

akan tetapi aku memang gemar lihat gelagat hamtaro ini masa kecil-kecil

Curly Gone!

I just went back to the barber shop
and my hair and the curls are now gone
my hair gone short


I feel a bit awkward and weird visiting the barber
what can I say, I haven't seen the barber for ages!


but


it is amazing how my head feel lighter now
but I do miss my longer curly hair




I think I'm getting fat
(huh?! why am I thinking of this now?? *giggle*)

I dream of kids

Recently(yesterday)
I've been dreaming something weird again


I dream of little kids and children


this would sound quiet weird but it is true and I really enjoy it
a pleasant dream indeed
and the most interesting part in the dream was all the kids understand English 
thus I was using English in my dream! lol


When I was younger I always dream of working with kids around
but I found it quiet difficult for men to do that kind of job
mostly the job is done by women, but I still do like to work with small kids
that would be interesting is it not?


talking of kids, I'm starting to miss the kids in my family like my cousin's children
I wish i could see them soon :DD

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Cantik Curly Curly

semasa di HUKM 
sewaktu aku mahu membayar duit parking kereta untuk berangkat keluar dari HUKM mahu pulang ke destinasi

ini apa mak cik itu katakan pada aku dengan manis dan bersemangat

"cantik rambut awak..

curly curly gitu..

macam perempuan"

sambil tersenyum di belakang tingkap yang tinted

tergelak aku serta merta

Say dream

kebelakangan nie memang banyak mimpi pelik aku alami
fantasy sungguh mimpi aku
adakala mimpi pasal budak lawan ngan orang jahat
adakala mimpi pasal cooking show( nie mungkin sebab tgk byk sgt masterchef dan topchef di astro)
hari tue ada mimpi pasal zombie lepas tengok the walking dead
ada jugak mimpi pasal reality aku

aku mimpi semua jadi baik baik aje
tapi bila aku sedar itu semua mimpi aje

haish~

Thursday, November 11, 2010

SORRY

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry I'M TRULY SORRY sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry PLEASE FORGIVE ME sorry sorry sorry
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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Torned....to pieces!



I FEEL LIKE DYING




IT HURT BUT I DESERVE THAT MUCH AND MUCH MORE







Kantoi selamber

tatkala peperiksaan yang bakal menjelang tak lama lagi(esok)
tatkala sekarang memang tiada apa-apa input dalam kepala aku tentang perihal peperiksaan
macam mana mahu jawab esok? kantoi bersahaja

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Moving moutain

[the title goes as I am hearing that particular song by usher]


emotion went wild like wild horses
it is hard to tame that wild feeling
you need a lot of strength and it is almost impossible


why am I writing this for a sudden?
n why am I listening to this song over and over again
(actually I just knew this song and it is nice)
plus, I do not sure what am I feeling now
Insecure perhaps.
I'm not so sure.
I would like some rest


I am going nuts!
I am nuts! [kacang(s)?!]

Monday, November 8, 2010

pleading to say sorry

aku dari kecil memang seorg yang sangat lurus 
sangat tidak tahu apa-apa
suci bersih!
tetapi semakin besar aku semakin kotor kesucian itu


masa dekat sekolah rendah, mencarut jangan harap nak keluar dari mulut kecil nie
nak marah pun tak pandai, nak buat salah, nak buat masalah disiplin pun jangan harap nak tengak si hafiy nie buat.
cikgu marah pun sudah cukup menakutkan bagi si kecil ini.
memang budak baik la masa sekolah rendah


masuk sekolah menengah sekejap untuk lima bulan
dekat sini mula membesar, kawan pun da lain
kawan sume makin hebat
pengaruh pun tidak kurang mantap nyer
kat sini la belajar mengutuk, mencaci, memaki
ada juga niat mahu ponteng dan buat masalah
tapi masih tersekat niat sebab risau...
dengan kata lain di sekolah menengah tidak la jahat mana
tetapi sudah mula tunjuk belang


lepas lima bulan berpindah ke Grik(MRSM)
sekolah ini memang bagus, tak di nafi kan
memang banyak benda belajar masa ini, banyak benda baru
jumper budaya baru, slang baru, kaum baru(orang asli), ilmu baru
semua baru. di sini juge belajar benda tidak elok jugak
makin tecemar otak masa ini, kawan-kawan memang pengaruh kuat
benda yang tidak patut tahu pun terus tahu
bayangkan umur muda-muda macam itu da tahu banyak benda macam macam
akhlak aku memang kene ketuk masa tuh
memang banyak benda tidak patut aku lakukan,
degil aku masa di gerik nie..mula mendajal sedikit


kemudian masok jasin pule,
dekat sini tidak banyak benda jadi, sebab jadi pengawas
jadi kene baik-baik jer..tapi ada jer buat dajal
halau budak keluar blok tapi aku dok dalam blok jer
ada kala masa spotcheck aku jugak yang tolong simpan barang haram bebudak nie
tetapi masa di jasin memang tidak banyak benda jadi


abis tingkatan 5 masuk matrik, ini lah mula kesucian konon nyer di robek
mulut makin menjadi-jadi..mencarut itu pekara biasa
mulut aku memang laser sikit, bila mencarut atau kenekan orang memang pedas
kat sini aku kenal macam macam orang,memang aku tidak sangka orang macam ini wujud
aku tekun mendengar kawan becerita, sian tunjuk video kadang-kadang
kite hidup ini ada juga lorong hitam, aku buat banyak benda bodoh kat matrik
orang di matrikbelajar, aku banyak main jer, buang masa, buat dosa jer


sekarang di UKM, perangai aku memang tak jadi baik ke apa lah
makin teruk jer..aku buat banyak salah dalam hidup aku ini
aku kecewakan banyak orang selama pengenalan aku dengan mereka
adakala aku baik adakala aku macam setan
aku pernah janji pada diri sendiri aku mahu buat orang sekeliling aku gembira tetapi aku gagal lakukan semua itu
malah aku kecewakan mereka lagi, adakala aku hancurkan kepercayaan mereka pada aku,
aku tidak tahu sama ada aku sengaja lakukan semua itu
aku mungkin tidak dapat kawal diri, hidup ini bukan senang, aku ini kalau emosi tergangu memang benda yang tak masuk akal aku buat, walaupun benda yang aku tidak pernah lakukan
aku memang tidak pandai nak uruskan emosi dan mental sendiri


aku ini bukan la baik seperti yang di sangka
mungkin aku lah yang orang kata setan bertopengkan manusia
kebelakangan ini aku memang tidak stabil emosi dan mental
dan aku lakukan benda yang aku tidak patut aku lakukan
sekarang nie minta maaf memang tiada guna


I guess I just got to bare the pain till death
I don't expect to be forgiven but still I am sorry

Distorted Zones





Caution!!

please step away when this kid is:

mentally disturbed 

sugar rush

bad mood

to happy

sleeping

over reacting 

sloppy

crazy

unwell

seem not to be normal

sad

and if being too quiet 


What so?!





UTTERLY RIDICULOUS!





The Truth

So it is..

So hard to say sorry


So hard to say good bye


So hard to plead to stay


So hard to give another chance?

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Tears





mudah sangat untuk aku menangis kebelakangan ini

Friday, November 5, 2010

Adulthood

It has been a very long day...



My heartfelt condolence for the family of Syazwan Asyraf for the demise of a student, a friend and a son.


We shed tears for this irreparable loss.

Nevertheless,

Happy Birthday.

5 November 2010 (Friday)

Monday, November 1, 2010

sukar benar exam kimia sebentar tadi


no tempat duduk :101
jam peperiksaan bermula :12:00:00
tarikh peperiksaan : 1 november


baik tidak payah baca jika macam tadi


tension aku!

Friday, October 29, 2010

the 'E' word

this is what I like to say now :






" E X A M  S U C K S ! ! " 




thank you~

Saturday, October 23, 2010

HC!

I have this conversation with a good friend of mine.
She was scoring some points to me on becoming someone I'd never came cross in mind I would be


She was guiding me into being a player


'HOT CASANOVA'


I burst out laughing all the way!
Who'd imagine I can take that tittle?
for real?! someone like me as a player of women..?


what is there for you to say? 
leave your comment(s)



by the way, thanks to Shana;


"Hai, nak kenal boleh?"


is not a pick up line. That's a start for Casanova wannabe
(which I cannot and doubt will be)




"casanova????!!"

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Something about Kobe..

this is a dialog I heard during I am immersed in watching a TV drama series of 'how i met your mother'


Employer: ever heard of kobe beef before?


Marshall: only the most expensive beef in the whole world


Employer: yes, now have you ever heard of kobe..lobster??


Marshall: ?!(amazed and petrified)


Employer:it is a lobster feed with kobe beef


okay, now imagine that! Kobe beef is known of it luxury taste and also price as well
now imagine the term kobe plus all the luxury with it in a lobster!
that is like much much more expensive!


take note that non of this is allowed to be consumed b muslim
because kobe beef or even lobster is not halal due to they feed the cow beer to help it grow

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

What on Earth?!

Exam is drawing near and I was reading through the slide from my lecture
and damn I understand nothing from my reading
as if I never learn that before 
maybe at the moment my lecture were teaching I was suck into another dimension
or perhaps abducted by some alien passing by
okay perhaps that is just ridiculous, its my fault for not paying close attention


I end up making posts tittled Characterism inspired by my friend's photos


I really got to cut all this crap and continue with my studying
the exam is around the corner anyway


I'll continue Characterism of my other friends some other time
pray me luck in studying and my final exam
all the best for you too, the readers and people who will be sitting for exams soon enough.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Characterism (Irwan edition)

"indulgence"


"black and white"

Characterism (Fakhruddin edition)

"optimism"


"purification"

p/s;
Din, I borrow your picture. Since I got no idea to post what in my blog anymore
Mental block.....teet............!

Friday, October 15, 2010

menu McD

apa yang di jual di McD gerenti orang akan telan sahaja
sedap tidak sedap, sihat tidak sehat
itu lain cerita
yang penting McD

baru baru ini aku sudah merasa menu terbaru McD
iaitu Black Pepper Chicken McDeluxe 
(memang sedap, jujur saya katakan)

sekarang bayangkan
kalau McD keluarkan menu baharu mcm;
Sotong McDeluxe, Paru McDeluxe atau Chicken Pedal McDeluxe
orang tentu akan beli juga kan..?

apa kata buat Belacan chicken McDeluxe pulak McD?


semasa ke McD bersama member-member
(Fakhruddin, Hafeez, Irwan, Syafiq)
kami sempat buat menu baru

'Sprite-coke-mer'

menarik nama menu ini bukan?

ini adalah minuman campuran dari air bercarbonat Sprite, coke dan juga ramuan paling penting-creamer!
amaran orang yang minum ini mungkin akan mengalami kesan seperti; susah tidur, mimpi ngeri, jadi hyperactive(mcm saya), sedikit mereng dan mungkin sekali sakit perut memulas-mulas

jangan risau, itu la yang di katakan hang-over ringan :D


Wednesday, October 13, 2010

word of reason

"because we are friends!


there is no need for reasons!!"

Sunday, October 10, 2010

member

Semalam aku berpeluang untuk berjumpe dengan kawan lama dari sekolah rendah
kebetulan pula beliau berkawan dengan kawan aku di UKM
kebetulan lagi beliau mahu datang menjenguk kawan di UKM(kawan aku juge)


masa pulang dari dinner,
beliau sudah sampai di gate UKM dan tunggu di dalam kereta
aku membonceng atas motor kawan
berhentikan motor sebelah kereta beliau 
lantas cermin kereta diturunkan


kawan aku sapa beliau
kemudian aku pula menyampuk


"weh, hazriq! kenal aku tak?"


beliau perhatikan dengan lebih jelas, kemudian..


"eh! BABI! Hafiy!!!"

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Make-up

ini adalah dialog anak saudara saya

hafiy : adik suka pakai make-up ker??

adik : aah. 


hafiy : kenapa?


adik : adik nak cantik


comel bukan?
tapi harap maklum anak saudara saya itu lelaki.



Monday, October 4, 2010

A visit to KFC...

Step up on the front counter is a friend of mine, he was prepared to make an order of what he wanted..

here what will the person working at the counter will usually say;

"welcome sir, would you like to eat here or take away?"

"I'll like to eat here" my friend replied

"okay, what would you have sir?" ask the cashier

then with confidence my friend gave the answer to him

"I WANT SNACK PLATE ONE PLATE!"



p/s;
to bad when we ate there that night there was no plate given at all
only a box like plate...
fuh fuh...
 

Digivole to...

semasa memainkan lagu di laptop dalam mode shuffle
sekali keluar lagu 'brave heart'
lagu Jepun 
aku memang gemar tonton cartoon
memang tidak dapat di sangkal lagi fakta itu

terbayang-bayang zaman muda
tidak terlepas menonton setiap episod
sanggup tunggu seminggu semata-mata hendak tahu apa jadi seterusnyer
sanggup bagun pagi-pagi


seringat aku lagu ini sering di main kan apabila digimon itu mahu berubah kepada stage seterusnyer

"AGUMON berubah menjadi....(lagu dimainkan)....GREYMON!
(suara betukar jadi besar atau garau)"


ternyata aku rindu zaman muda aku
tetapi,
sampai sekarang aku tonton cartoon lagi

ada masalah?

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Ganas tapi tidak Ganas

"muka gengster! 


tapi tengok cartoon!"


ini adalah statement yang aku dengar dari abang buat roti canai semasa di matrik
teguran itu memang nyata buat aku, sebab waktu itu hanya ada dua orang yang pesan roti canai
aku dan rakan aku, edy ropli
dan sudah terang lagi bersuluh lg sebab aku seorang jer yang sedang tonton TV
cerita 'kappa mickey'
best kot!


tidak pernah terlintas di fikiran aku yang aku mempunyai muka seorang gengster
sebab aku seorang yang sentiasa tersenyum riang
gengster ke itu?


sekarang di UKM ada statement baru aku dengar


"muka jer ganas!


tapi dalam hati ada taman"

Friday, October 1, 2010

ketut's saying



"smile with face,

                         smile with mind,

and most important,

                        smile with liver!"
              

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Pesan guru

Ini pesan Prof kami untuk kaum hawa


wanita jangan mudah percaya lelaki
wanita jangan mudah memberi pada lelaki
wanita jangan mudah teperdaya


Prof kata, pada usia macam kami
testosterone memang tengah mendidih!


beliau paham


pesan Prof lagi pada kaum wanita,


kalau nak kahwin tanya lelaki:~


"Dah POTONG ke belom?!"




credits to Prof Aidil

Mamam..

"makan banyak tapi badan macam itu juge"


sapa rakan pada aku,
aku paling dan senyum sambil pegang "fish bun", sejenis roti di tangan
belum sempat lagi di jamah
(itu roti kedua aku mahu makan selepas makan roti yang ada hotdog di tengah-tengah)


sesetengah orang dan rakan memang tidak tahu bagaimana aku sebenarnya
jadi ini sedikit tentang diri Muhammad Hafiy


SAYA MEMANG KUAT MAKAN!


SUKA MAKAN!

"gambar sekadar hiasan semata-mata"